I don't know

I don't know how to put away the things you left behind.
I don't know how to put away the hurt of you leaving me behind.

I don't know how to move that chair you sat at for the last time, across from me.
I don't know how to wash those coffee mugs, we used from our last breakfast. 

I don't know how to sleep in my bed without you.
I don't know how to sleep without waking up in tears. 

I don't know how to stop writing to you everyday.
I don't know how to stop the wanting everyday.

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I may have lived and known much about life
I didn't know anything when it came to love.